i am sick of my kids having their night time crying session at 4:30 am.
i am sick of thinking about jonathan. i want to get divorced and get on with my life. i know why its hard for me...but it doesnt seem fair that he is off being free and i am here still completly broken by what happened.
i am sick of my parents mking me feel like i'm the bad guy when my kids wont be quiet. THEY'RE young. 12 weeks and 16 months WTF ARGH
i am sick and tired of being tired.
i am sick of people treating me like i'm a moron. i am not. i made some mistakes and i am getting ounished enough for them as it is. and i am trying to fix my life. its just hard with 2 kids, and i need some help sometimes not you acting like i am dumb because i am not coping as well as i "should" be you havent been where i am Not even close. I have to start my life all over again and its not as simple as calling an easyt redo...there are children involved.
ok im good now... ↓
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