i'm 17 and i just found out i'm about 3, maybe 4 weeks pregnant
i got scared and my friend called planned parenthood and made an appointment for me right away to have an abortion
i've been feeling really good about that, knowing that i cant support a baby and i'm about to start college and everything
but when i told my boyfriend he started sobbing telling me he didnt want his baby to die and if i try to brig it up he will start sobbing again
lately i've been rethinking the abortion, like idont know.. i think about the abortion and i get really depressed and i think about my boyfriend and how he feels the same way... both me and him were heavy drug users so our baby would probabbly come out defected. plus neither of us have stable jobs, and only his parents would help us, and his parents can barely support themselves
so i know it wouldnt be right to have this abby, it jsut wouldnt work, esp since my relationship wiht my bf is starting to fall apart over this
my friend [who ade the appointment] keeps telling me its jsut hormones making me think htat i should have the baby. all my friends tell me i'm stupid for considering having this baby. the only person woho would support me is my bf....
i've never been this confused before, i dont know what to do. please please please help me ↓
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