I've recovered from anorexia.
To you all girls who think they want to be anorexic, trust me, you don't. You will be miserable. Your family wont get off your back. You will feel alone. You will be fustrated. Once you get into it, its very hard to get out of it. I always had been naturally skinny, but I didn't believe in that. I was on the varsity basketball team and varsity soccer team. I ate very little and worked out hard everyday. I got skinner and skinner, and Mmy family started getting into my business. I felt so angry and alone and fustrated. When I got into it, it was very hard to get out. I strugled and struggled and finally recovere. I didn't tell anone aout my eating disorder, except fora girl I've never met, Madison. I didn't tell anyone because i didn't want to be thrown into rehab and i was ashamed of myself. YOU DON'T WANT THIS HORRIBLE EATING DISORDER. Now, I've gained some weight back. I'm 13 and weight 90 lbs and I feel so much better, Ive still ruined myself in some areas still, but I'm working on it. To you all girls who ARE suffering from anorexia, YOU CAN BEAT THIS ILLNESS.
And to all the girls who ARENT suffering from anorexia, DONT come on here asking "how do I become anorexic?" That's like a slap on the face to the girls struggling with this illness. TRUST ME, DONT RUIN YOURSELF like I've ruined myself. If you really want to lose weight, do it the healthy way. Life is too short to have your world revolve around being skinny of anorexia.
Thank you all for listening,
Jillian ↓
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