hi huni.
i understand i have reached that point you know where you cant bear to carry on cos it causes you too much pain even living.
but u cant give in huni this is a mental illness and you need to fight it cos once u have you will be happy again and things will be better fotr you.
i know its hard to take advice but u need to help yourself,
i know i am a hypercrite but still.
here if u need to chat.xxx ↑ |
| Tell everyone you know how you feel and don't stop until someone gives you proper help and tools to overcome this. You can do it, too. You have to stop allowing the feelings to take you over and that takes guts, determination, and letting go of the comfort (paradoxical, I know) that you find in it. Don't give up. Email me if you need someone to talk to at [email protected] anytime. ↑ |
| later that same day that i posted this i told my mom .... .this is the first time im going to go to a doctor . my parents had no idea. ↑ |
| Oh, good for you! Give an update now and then to let us know how things are going and feel free to write me privately any time you want. I'm probably ancient compared to you, but I'm told by a lot of teens that I give pretty decent advice and don't mind at all if you'd like an objective sounding board besides your parents. I know sometimes it's easier to talk to someone not so personally involved. Know that you certainly aren't alone, and even if you're asked to do things you want to buck, they're for your own good and will have a good end result. It may take a while for you to begin seeing positive mental results even if physically you're getting better. ↑ |
