Hi, my name is Ashli! Im 18 & im 18wks pregnant. Next week i get 2 go and find out if im having a boy or a girl and im very excited! I just have 1 problem, my baby daddy! He is the most heartless person ive ever met in my life. At 1st he was so excited about being a father but now he can careless. Ive been going through my pregnancy all alone and its been very emotional and scary. When we 1st found out i was pregnant we thought it would be best that my childs father moved back home to new orleans til the right b4 the due date so he could be with his family and so he could also get a job since things werent really working 4 him here in alabama. Little did i know things would just go down hill from the moment he left. We started fighting alot mostly bcuz we missed each other cuz we ve never been away from 1 another. We ve fought so much that we ve pushed 1 another away to the point we dont get along at all any more. Here in the last month or so he has changed big time, it seems like nothing matters 2 him any more, like im no body 2 him, and like hes not excited about the baby any more. It hurts so much cuz on top of all the stress from being pregnant with no job, i have him making me cry every time we talk. I feel like a complete fool bcuz i thought that everything was going 2 b okay and we were gonna make it through this 2gether but it seems like he just put on a front and played me. I never had a father grown up and ive always said that when i have children i want them 2 have a good father and it seems like 2 me that im going 2 b the only person my child is going 2 have and it hurts bcuz i feel like ive not only let myself down but my unborn child 2. I DONT KNOW WHAT 2 DO ANY MORE! ↓
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