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| Name: Serina S | Date: May 24th, 2006 11:47 PM |
| Let my heart be the vessel of God's Love. Let my thoughts be the blossom of God's Love. Let my words be the expression of God's Love. Let my actions be the fulfillment of God's Love. willingness - david ridge ↑ |
| Name: Irene | Date: May 25th, 2006 12:58 AM |
| Hi Everyone, how are you all my special friends!!! Thank you so much Serina for all your beautiful prayers, your support and lovliness about you! you are too precious and blessed and now we are all blessed to have you apart of our lives! things are tough in my life but thats what comes when you are a devoted Christian, its God moulding us and preparing us.. but we must all remember and not forget that in all our tough times to continue to PRAY and PRAISE no matter what!! so I would love to share with all of you this very special and gorgeous prayer! and i will back hopefully soon, God bless you sisters! your always in my thoughts and prayers even though we are all so far away from eachother you are close in my heart! THE DIFFERENCE I got up early this morning and rushed right into the day; I had so much to accomplish That I didn’t have time to pray Problems just tumbled about me, And heavier came each task. “Why doesn’t God help me?’’ I wondered He answered, “You didn’t ask” I wanted to see joy and beauty, But the day toiled on, gray and bleak, I wondered why God didn’t show me, He said, “But you didn’t seek.” I tried to come into God’s presence; I used all my keys at the lock. God gently and lovingly chided, “My child, you didn’t knock.” I woke up early this morning and paused before entering the day: I had so much to accomplish That I had to take time to pray. ↑ |
| Name: Serina S | Date: May 25th, 2006 2:45 AM |
| Serina to Irene Thank you so much for the kind words & praise!! You who has given such great assistance to so many... comeing from you It means a lot!!! I am so thankful for all of your support. You ladies are some of the most wonderful, inspiring, wise, funny & carieng I have ever met.I thank each & every one of you for being who you are!!! I am staring to get worried has any one heard how Maxie is??? I pray for her and all of you!!! Please know I am hear for all of you so if you need me to look up anything or an ear I check on this wed all day. If any of you want to chat I am stepmotherserina on yahoo chat board. Dear God bless my friend here and keep them safe and give them to peace and happiness Esp a stress free life...Ok OK I am pushing the request ...How about less stress :-) ↑ |
| Name: Serina S | Date: Jun 1st, 2006 12:18 AM |
| When I despair, I remember that all through history the ways of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall. mahatma gandhi - early 20th century Hi Ladies Hope you are all well and find some time for you! It makes us better if we take care of ourself. Maxie PLease let us know what has been going on with you! Irene Miss you and hope things have gotten less crazy. Terri you too!! All of you are GREAT women ] PLease know that ! You make a diffrence and I appreciate you to No end!! May God Grant you all that is best for you and all you dreams realized!!! XXXXX ↑ |
| Name: Serina S | Date: Jun 7th, 2006 8:58 PM |
| Accept the state of your body today, this instant, and turn to God. If you wake feeling strong and vibrant, be that, and turn to God. If you wake in pain and fear, accept that, and turn to God. Gently let your spouse know that you cherish him/her for the goodness of his/her heart, but that you free him/her from having to assume your burden, because you have given this burden to God. ↑ |
| Name: Layne | Date: Jun 15th, 2006 3:36 PM |
| we need maxie. ↑ |
| Name: charla | Date: Jun 15th, 2006 7:42 PM |
| layne, i havent been able to log on here until today so im hoping that is why maxie or irene havent come back on here. i am worried about maxie since she had her ctscan she never gave the results. i hope everything is ok. ↑ |
| Name: Lynne n | Date: Jun 15th, 2006 8:57 PM |
| I would like to send a pray to all of those peoplr who are less forunate then us god bless! ↑ |
| Name: Serina S | Date: Jun 18th, 2006 2:12 AM |
| Hi Ladies Just want you to know Irene is fine just have a lot on her plate right now,. I have been trying to find out about Maxie but no word yet. May God Please bless all in need & guide us to in our quest to be closer to you lord. May all hear and our missing ladies find strength & healing in your love! AMen ↑ |
| Name: maxieellis | Date: Jun 19th, 2006 6:19 PM |
| Thank you Jesus for these amazing women I was led to. Thank you Jesus for loving me. Thank you Jesus for another day with my family. Thank you Jesus for life. My prayer for today is for the women in this forum. For their husbands and their children. I pray dear Lord that not one will be seperated form their families due to illness or injury. That all will have the security and comfort in knowing that You surround them with love....and protect them from evil. Bring peace to those hearts that are troubled and bless them all dearly.... all the days of their lives. ↑ |
| Name: Julia | Date: Jun 19th, 2006 6:22 PM |
| What a wonderful prayer. Thank you! ↑ |
| Name: charla | Date: Jun 19th, 2006 7:03 PM |
| i have not done a prayer for the day on here its kinda hard for me . i do have my time with god daily and thats what im used to . my prayers for whatever reason become sooo long i picture god standing in heaven with his hand talking like mouth flapping up and down while im talking. anyhoo this is a first for me here goes. god today i thank you for hekping a wonderful person like maxie get the wonderful negitive results of her ctscan and god i just pray that everyone gets the wonderful news that they to hope and pray for. now ladies this is were i break down becouse for 18 years i have been praying for the same thing and know that soon it will happen, god i pray that they find a cure for my eye disease and i am able to not have to depend on so many peole including my beautiful and loving children yes even my 3 year old !! amen. ↑ |
| Name: Serina S | Date: Jun 20th, 2006 12:57 AM |
| Dear Charla trust me GOd never mocks people that are praying to him He listens anf guides Loves You no matter what. I hope God puts his healing hands on you and the Drs and cures you & aids the Drs to find a cure for you !!! I am not good at prayers but God listens to everone. Just know that God loves you and always always listens! God Bless hon!!! ↑ |
| Name: charla | Date: Jun 20th, 2006 1:28 AM |
| serina thank you very much . i have a very sarcastic and twisted since of humor im sorry if you took that as god mocking me i thought that it would be funny , i have to joke about things to get trough them sometimes. i would never think of god being cruel in the real world that was just me making light of a tough for me to talk about to anyone situation. i know god has a plan for me and my eyes i just get frustrated sometimes, i exclude myself from alot of things going on around me becouse even though ive had juvinille macular degeneration for 18 years i still find it hard to talk about it and confront it. ↑ |
| Name: maxieellis | Date: Jun 20th, 2006 2:13 AM |
| Hello Charla...hay honey, did not know about your eyes. Well girls,... we have a new mission! We need to pray for Charla. And one way or another have our dear Lord answer her heart. If we ask together...he will answer. Whatever the answer we must trust his plan is greater than our desires...and that he will provide peace or miricle....either way honey...I am going for miricle...but trust regardless...he grants your heart peace...in knowing his love for you and reveals his ultimate plan for your life. ↑ |
| Name: charla | Date: Jun 20th, 2006 2:50 AM |
| maxie in one of your past lives you had to have been one of the tree wise men !!! you say such wonderful and uplifting things just reading them lifts my spirits!! thank you i appriciate the prayer . i do have a little hope when i last went to the doctor in march he gave me a dvd of a docter in texas who uses a type of stem-cell research i have not watched the dvd i am to scared that i will only get dissapointed and my hopes will get to high. anyway i need to watch it with my husband who works in the medical field to get his view his dad is a docter and has not heard of this medication or method and it may be so expensive i just dont know i just need to watch it. take care xoxoxo ↑ |
| Name: Serina S | Date: Jun 21st, 2006 1:33 AM |
| Dear Charla Sorry I misunderstood!Da on my part. I am sosorry for what you are going through. I can not even imagin. I will be praying for you . I know too well of the challenges that we must clim over. I had back surgery 2 years ago and never recoverd .I am now disabled and can not do any of the activities I once did witheasy . I di not let the pain get me down. I put a smile on my face each day .I have much to be thatnkful for.From my 2 step kids 14 boy ( bipolar ) 12 gilr,a loving husband and great family to the simple things in life like the sunsets and flower. I hope I help some folks along the way and maybe some folks can see how I go on happily inspite of the pain. I try and think of folks worse off than me. It helps me not complain too much. May You regain all that you have lost from this illness. God heal you !!! ↑ |
| Name: charla | Date: Jun 21st, 2006 2:27 AM |
| serina thank you . i do think of people worse off then me but i fell worse becouse i dont want anyone to suffer in any way i get alot of my insparation from my 18 year old brother whom has down syndrome he very selldom lets things get to him such as peopl starring at him at the store wich would tick me off. i kinda help raise him since my mom went back to college after he was born i also look up to her as well i think gosh she had 2 children with disabilities and she always encouraged us to do our best and work hard for what we need and want shes a wonderful mom. i want to be that kind of mom for my boys and sometimes get discuraged becouse i cant do simple things like drive irs hard sometime i feel selfish for having children that have to suffer becouse i cant do something but god love them they never ever say anything about it one time i asked my oldest son about it and he said i love you mom your a nice mom he is my sencative one and so it is what it is and i just go on . serina i will pray for you as well i imagine the pain must be awful. god bless everyone through all there personal struggles . ↑ |
| Name: Serina S | Date: Jun 21st, 2006 3:41 AM |
| Charla I am sorry for what you mush go through. I can tell that you are a great lady and that is all that matters esp to your kids!!I know it is so hard when you were once able to do thing then suddenly you can't but just remember all the things you can do like love you kids and teach them how to be a great person ( that is an easy one for you ...they just have to watch you and learn.) IO am glad you have family that helps you ! You brother sounds like a super person! You Mom Sounds wonderful too. yea I hate that people of this world suffer at all but maybe just maybe they are here to teach all of us. How good we have it and that God only knows the plans for each of us. That miricals do happen and they get better and cured.That is very inspireing. I sometimes get so mad that we are not all equial some go with out food and are mistreated some folks have more than they could ever need. I wish that we all had the same amount of money so everyong could have a home and food and health care. No one would live on the streets or sell themself for survival. Aaaaa...nice dream but may be some day that could actually happen. So sorry I go off on to dream land some times...Blessings to you and to your loved ones and to my dear friends on the form. ↑ |
| Name: Irene | Date: Jun 21st, 2006 12:27 PM |
| Hi to all my special fantastic amazing friends!!! how are you all today? Wow look what happens when you take ages to come in here, your heart gets totally touched!! well i can tell you that is what just happened to me tonight, my heart was touched, my eyes shed tears from all of your posts i have read! i have missed you all too much, im thinking of all of you, and I pray tonight that Our Magestic Lord touches each and everyone of you, and that he lays his healing hand all over you and rebukes diseases,infections,pains and that he rebukes it and cures you all, and that he listens to your prayers each night and blesses your wants, needs and desires!! I'm going to confess a secret to all of you....... i went through a really bad tough time, and my marriage fell apart and i left my husband! 9only for a day) my family forced me to go back to him and so i did which now im sooooo thankful,but things were really bad for atleast 2weeks before that, everything was going downhill, he had severe depression and i never knew it, .......................... and i nearly walked away from Christ, but a friend from church said to me, that if i get through this bad time then God will bless you! i never believed her, infact i was too fed up and hurt,but just out of the blue i decided that Im not going anywhere, i still need to get back into the bible reading and back to my bible studies and go back to church each and every sunday mornings! & Fellowship with other Christians is too important, but Im getting back into and ever since im back again, things are just turning out for us and im feeling really good,actully im too scared to show or tell anyone how happy and how on the high im feeling incase it doesnt last long! we are selling our home, my husbands too ill to work 7days a week, so we are just going to rent for afew years, he bought me a new car (7seater) I love it!, which we pick up in 2days, after i sell our home ill have hopefully $25,000 left over which ill pay off the new car $20,000 and with the $5,000 im self publishing my Book i wrote and im just so excited! with my name poems i make, i took it into a gift shop today and asked if i could leave it there and they said yes, so now they will be taking orders(hopefully if customers are interested) then they'll ring me and ill make them and collect my money!!!! yayyyyy!!!!!! :-) i know that when we sell our home we will be beter off as now we are in debt over $750,000 and we are paying $5,000 a month on just home loan and its killing us, so after selling our home we will still be in debt but definately not that much, we will have debt of $150,000 which anything can happen, God works miracles everyday and if my book sells & becomes a big seller then im set beacuse i still have over 20 childrens books i can publish!! Og girls im just sooooo hyped and excited, the little one in my tummy can feel the joy i feel and is doing cartwheels in there as we speak LOL!! Anyway i think i said way too much here, but thats good old irene for you lol, once i start chatting i cant stop! i really hope you all have a great and safe weekend, and i just want you all to promise me something! Please Keep the Faith! keep smiling, be happy, with lots of love, all my blessings Irene xxxxxxxxxx oh p.s Maxie did i reply to your email on the ct scan being ok? lol i cant remember, if i didnt im replying here, im sooooo happy that your ok, i knew you were anyway, thats great news, and id love to see your pics of u and family, infact id love to see pics of everyone in here, its would be nice to be able to put faces on all of you :-) see ya ladies, mwa mwa and ill see you all soon!!! ↑ |
| Name: maxieellis | Date: Jun 22nd, 2006 8:26 PM |
| I pray today as yesterday...for a miricle form you Lord. Charla's eyes must be made new again. I believe you can move the mountian if I believe enough. Lord you know I do. This is a mountain that needs to be removed. We are many who ask together for this miricle. We believe. In Jesus Precious Name we ask together. Thy will be done. ↑ |
| Name: charla | Date: Jun 22nd, 2006 10:52 PM |
| thank you so much maxie these prayers mean so much to me. god bless you and all the other ladies ↑ |
| Name: Serina S | Date: Jun 24th, 2006 3:33 AM |
| I am so glad things have worked out for you Irene! I hope you husband is getting the help he needs and in turn helping and being better to you. You deserve the best I am glad you are both on your way to a better life. I pray that he becomes the man he needs to be for you and the boys . I am sorry I have not posted lately I just do not fee like myself. I am so on edfe I just do not know what is wrong. Maybe I just have to get over the fact that the treatment I tried in NY helped the n failed . I am as bad as I ever was. I keep getting Drs say well this is going to work and when it does..I am so hopeful.But It seem that it never lastes. The procedures are always so painful but I suck it up and do it. I hope that it will fix or at least lesson the pain. This last time I really thought hey WOW I feel better I actuall took a few steps with out my cane.( I have not done that in years) But then just hours later back in pain. Nothing helps. I am so angry and edgey ..I have never felt like this before.I know I am disapionted but come on I just want to snap out of it. I am bitting everyonesd head off. So not like me.I have always been able to smile though all the pian but not now. I hate this mood I am in. I fee like I have lost some thing.. I think I lost my hope for recovery. I am so tired of being poked at cut open brused pulled and I have gotten so many shots in my back I have lost count.The treatment has caused me more pain and the highter level lasts for weeks. Too unbearable. I know God has his plan and I am trying to take my own advise but I just can not right now. I pay for allthese ladies to be happy and to love life and see the beauty in the world ...I pray in time I will see the same soon ↑ |
| Name: maxieellis | Date: Jun 25th, 2006 4:24 PM |
| My prayer for today....I have a friend dear Lord, Irene. Things are going better for her these days Lord.....though I am still concerned. Her heart is warm...her words are kind...she brings smiles and brightens others days. She has the ability to touch a heart with her written words and her greatest gift....are her words of You. Each day that passes may you let her know that you are with her and her family. Let her know you are there....that she is never alone. Give her strength and wisdom, courage and resolve. Where healing is required, let your loving arms surround....and blessings of comfort and peace come to those in her family. Irene acknowledges You dear Lord....I ask that you now acknowledge her and those she loves...........let them not travel this road feeling alone. The issues are few by comparison to some but to this family they are a burden. Lift the burdens dear Jesus. Fill the hearts with encouragement and remove all that stands between them and happiness. Irene wishes to publish. Her gift is natural from you Father.....let them shine through to others in the world lifting you name high and allow her to share the wonderful stories she has for children......and the beautiful messages she writes of You with all they are ment to touch. I pray for Charla dear Lord....I have not forgotten. I stand firm in my belief that you will have Charla see without difficulty....for all the remainder of her life. That form that experience she will share with many the beauty of the Love she has experienced form you. That from her pain came new life....granted by You. These ladies my Father are outstanding women with a love for you........I too have loved you for years. Not once in all those years have you ever let me down...it is I who has disapointed you.......let them see though my prayers how your love for them is true ....In Jesus name I pray these things. To you Lord they are but tiny bumps in the road....to us they are mountains that need removing. ↑ |
| Name: Lynne n | Date: Jun 25th, 2006 7:04 PM |
| That was a lovely prayer! ↑ |
| Name: Serina S | Date: Jun 25th, 2006 8:00 PM |
| Dear God, Deliver me to my passion. Deliver me to my brilliance. Deliver me to my intelligence. Deliver me to my depth. Deliver me to my nobility. Deliver me to my beauty. Deliver me to my power to heal. Deliver me to You. Amen ↑ |
| Name: Serina S | Date: Jun 25th, 2006 8:08 PM |
| As the rain hides the stars, as the autumn mist hides the hills, as the clouds veil the blue of the sky, so the dark happenings hide the shining of thy face from me. Yet, I may hold thy hand in the darkness, it is enough, since I know, that though I may stumble in my going, I shall not fall. Thou shall always catch me. ↑ |
| Name: Irene | Date: Jun 26th, 2006 11:37 AM |
| My Goodness Maxie, wow Sister you really really Truly touched my heart!!!! You made me go all gooey and smile and weep tears of Joy!! Thank you thank you my sweet speacial friend for your beautiful touching warm words that come from your beautiful warm and loving heart! Today I pray for all my beautiful special Sisters in this Room that God you lift them up to you and you let them see brighter days and that you open up a flood gate for them and new doors to new and wonderful experiences, Oh heavenly Father as i pray this prayer Father wont you touch them and may they feel your holy Presence flow through them, may you bless their hearts desires, may you bless their needs and wants, You know excatly what their needs are!! Nothing is impossible, Nothing is too hard for you! Father each and every one of my sisters in here have a great Love for you, and Yes we have dissapointed you at many times and yet you always forgive :-), you are an Aesome God and I know that you do not want your children to suffer, you are not out to get us, and all we need to do is ask You? Im asking you today Father that You lay your hands on My sisters who are suffering in pain, Touch them sweet Lord and Rebuke the pain, take away their pain, take away their Troubles, and Please take away their fears! I ask you this and I praise you Lord for Listening to our daily Prayers each day, I Love you, We all Love you and we bless you In Jesus precious Name.....AMEN xxxx ↑ |
| Name: charla | Date: Jun 26th, 2006 4:27 PM |
| ive been out of town over the weekend and came on to see what was going on thank you so much for the prayers maxie , irene i hope and pray that things are doing good for you serina i am now thinking and praying for you . ↑ |
| Name: maxieellis | Date: Jun 26th, 2006 8:21 PM |
| Hello my loving Father!!!! Just me again.......still on about my girls I am and still standing firm.. as always. Some how Father I Serineas post also......yikes! Serina has trouble with her back. Listen to her Father....a woman who loves you...has managed to smile through the pain and although the hope is fadeing...she marches on. Father bring her relief.....comfort.....and most of all the ability to continue to hope. This will help her through these times until you answer. But dont delay Father.....sometimes we are not as strong and we would like to believe we are....and it sounds to me like she has had about all she can take. Now the burden includes the mood and funk she is finding herself in and Father there must be answer soon. For those of us who love you Father....we stand firm in our faith...this little group of women a few by comparison...but we always ask together. You said that if two or more were together in prayer that, that prayer would be answered. No reminder to you Father...........Just reminding all of us, not to give up praying for each other....You will answer and we will know it. Imagine our excitement when you do.......to share with others the power of your love and show them that God is there and He does answer! Amen...in Jesus name. ↑ |
| Name: charla | Date: Jun 27th, 2006 4:06 PM |
| lord today i just pray for all the ladies here to feel your loving hands and make there day full of joy , love and healing . lord i also want to thank you for all the wonderful things that you have already blessed us with . amen ↑ |
