| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 18th, 2005 4:58 PM |
| I'm here for you sweetie. How are you feeling? I've been praying for you. ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 18th, 2005 5:49 PM |
hi Rene i'm so sick all of a sudden i don't know why?
I tried calling my wife and she's not there. i need to talk to someone are you there? ↑ |
| Name: Rene' | Date: Nov 18th, 2005 5:50 PM |
| Still sad , I really thought it was going to happen for us this time. ( Even though this was the first incemination we did). I have an ultrasound apt. on Monday, and will start the clomed meds and go through the process again. The hard part is just knowing it didnt happen , and we need to start the emotional rollercoaster again. Thanks for the prayers, I need them! Thank you!! ↑ |
| Name: Rene' | Date: Nov 18th, 2005 5:51 PM |
| I wish I was sick because I was prego!! I know it sucks, but your shoes look brighter than mine ( at least right now, since I am so bummed). Sorry you dont feel good.! ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 18th, 2005 5:55 PM |
| oh Rene i'm sorry your so sad honey. My stomach is hurting so bad i keep having to run to the bathroom. I'll pray that the next time you go through the process it will work for you guys. What kind of meds do you have to start taking? ↑ |
| Name: Rene' | Date: Nov 18th, 2005 6:02 PM |
Kortney: I will be taking Clomed for 5 days, Metformin, and the day before incemination a HCG shot in the hip. They are all meds to help with ovulation ( even though I have no problems with ovulating)...Then a few days after incemination, I give blood to make sure my progesterone levels are high enough ( which is the thickness of the uterus lining to make the egg attach).
I know it sounds like alot, but the hardest part of it all is the 2 weeks of waiting. ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 18th, 2005 6:04 PM |
| That does sound like a lot. But the waiting would definetly be the hardest part. I also don' t like needles i don't know what i'm gonna do when i go into labor. ↑ |
| Name: Rene' | Date: Nov 18th, 2005 6:11 PM |
| Funny you mention the needles thing...I had to get hypnotized in order to have my blood drawn..... :) I know...but truely , it helped. I still do not like, and I dont watch while they do it, but I can it, which is a small miricle in itself. :) You will do fine during labor...you're lucky!!! ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 18th, 2005 6:20 PM |
| Wow hypnotized huh? i'm gonna go for a natural birth at first we've gone to lamaze classes and i'm going to try to avoid and epidural but I don't know if i'll make it. My next lamaze class is tonight and i have to go alone. I so miss my wife. ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 18th, 2005 6:39 PM |
| hey Rene are you still here? i'm lonely and need someone to talk too. I tried calling my wife again and she was unavailable. ↑ |
| Name: beebopmama | Date: Nov 21st, 2005 4:47 AM |
so sorry to hear Rene, but let me tell you it is a long process, we tried for a couple of years, missing a few months here and there. It is quite a process but stay positive.
peace out! ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 21st, 2005 1:54 PM |
| hey kortney i take it u didnt have a good weekend im so sry but after a week i got 2 talk to josh for almost 15 mins but i was supposted to meet his mom and turns out things happened like i stupidly lost my wallet w everything in it and couldnt go and i made her cry bc she thinks shes not going to get to meet me and shes not going to get to be in the babys life etc etc i felt horrible it was sooooo bad i almost started crying but told her i would reschedule and i get to go see josh on sat im so happy i havent seen him in a week and this past week has been rather depressing im waiting for one of his letters to cheer me up a little hes told his whole family im his dream girl and that we are going to get married so lol i just want him out i wanted him with me when i went into labor and right now its not looking to bright but ttus ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 21st, 2005 2:52 PM |
| Hi april so sorry to hear you had a rough weekend. I had a tough one too. I was pretty sick and tired and didn't get a whole lot done. Right now my stomach is bothering me and my head hurts. How are you feeling honey? ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 21st, 2005 4:59 PM |
| Hi Rene i hope you are doing okay today. Let me know sweetie. ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 21st, 2005 7:18 PM |
| is anyone there? i'm having a rough day and could use some support. ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 1:03 PM |
| hey kortney sry i couldnt get back to you work was rough actually everything was and my morning sickness is getting more regular so that sucks ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 2:47 PM |
| hi April sorry to hear your so sick honey. hopefully it'll get better for you. ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 3:41 PM |
| hey kortney how can you tell if the baby moved lol i have no clue but 2 day mainly ive been like having to get up and down a lot more than normal and i would have a sharp pain i guess in my abdomen but it doesnt really hurt its just there then it will go away so idk what that is if its anything i was jw bc the last time it did it was like 5 min ago and yea so im just curious i dont think i would b able to feel it now anyways but curious never hurts any1 ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 3:52 PM |
| April honey how far along are you now? is it very painful in your abdomen? i'm sorry your in pain sweetheart just try and take it easy. ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 3:58 PM |
| lol i thought i would ask i stupid question lol im 9 wks on wed but the pain has thus far stopped idk if it was that i got a glass of water or what but idk i also wanted to know just what it felt like when it moves bc i dont know and i dont think it happened but mine as we all know is longer than normal lol or so i have read and compaired so i have no idea ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 4:06 PM |
| do you have yahoo btw my id is cutecrazyfun if u wanna chat there also ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 4:13 PM |
| hey april your body will go through a lot of changes in growth and pain and stuff. i don't have yahoo yet but i might get it. i miss my wife and if she doesn't come home soon i don't know what i'll do. ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 4:17 PM |
| dont worry i know how you feel lol u know how long is she gone for its been a while im affraid josh is in for a long time long long time so i will keep my hopes up for you lol mine dont look to good right now so ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 4:27 PM |
oh im sorry sweetie. My wife Jackie should be back on friday.
that is if they don't need her to stay longer. so i have my fingers crossed. if josh isn't there for you when you go in labor who will be there? ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 4:42 PM |
| my family will b but idk who i want in there with me i wanted it to be me and him and me to have a water birth bc we both love to swim and our signs are both water signs and i thought it would be more relaxing etc etc and he could b there right with me in the tub to hold me and help me lol but thats just a dream he said if he gets a 10 do 4 he will have about 16months so he should get out about the time the baby is about 8 months old :(((( so i dont know i just wanted him to be with me bc ive never done this befor u know ur partener is supposted to cut the cord etc thats what will hurt me the most that and my baby will be iligit and my parents think im giving it my last name but im not bc we are going to get married its just a matter of time u know so im not really sure right now its all hitting me really hard i feel like crawling in a corner and crying my eyes out but i know i can do this i have to for my unborn childs sake so yea young but pwoerful i say lol ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 4:47 PM |
Wow honey that is a lot to deal with. Hey that's funny your gonna have a water birth cause that's what we are going to do as well.
it does sound more relaxing. i just hope and pray it won't hurt too much ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 4:57 PM |
| i want to but i dont think its offered where i am i really wanted to push to get it here lol by june but i dont know where to begin and im afraid if i tell my step mom she will laugh and say im funny but ive read on it a tad bit and i really want to do it but with out josh i just assume do it the regular way since all in all no matter what ne one says i will feel alone anyways just bc i didnt have to spend a lifetime to find my soul mate and now hes been taken away and left me all alone i never in my wildest dreams would of imagined that the 1st time i were to get preg the father would be in jail lol i guess you could say its still hitting me hard seriously all i do is ponder through the letters hes wrote me and i thought there would be no chance i would b able to stay with him in jail for over a yr but now i truely couldnt c leaving him just bc of it not only for my child but for me and i havent said this yet lol it sounds bad but we only dated a month before he went to jail but we were with each other 24/7 sooo im confused and scared i just want josh back thats all i want josh and a healthy baby ;)) ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 5:13 PM |
| awe sweetie i'm so sorry your confused and scared just remember i'm here for you honey. and stay strong for you and the baby. wow you were with josh for only a month? that's ok i'll always be here honey ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 5:19 PM |
| yes it was only a month to my surprise so he got me basically in the 1st 2 weeks lol i wasnt explecting it but im fine now i just want to see another ultrasound hehe it was kool just sad josh wont be able to see anything but the pictures i mail him sooo yea im actually really happy im preg lol bc i dont party i hang out with older ppl who have kids and its like ok i mean i take them to the park and shopping lol etc so but now they are like are you serious lol i think its funny but unlike every 1 else my age i dont party no drinking ive never done any kind of drugs ever i like to be able to support myself etc so i would say im more mature than most my age ↑ |
| Name: Kortney | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 5:29 PM |
| good girl for staying away from all that bad stuff. that's one good thing about having a baby and being responsible. ↑ |
| Name: april | Date: Nov 22nd, 2005 5:37 PM |
| yes i truely think drugs are eating my generation alive i swear makes me sick ↑ |
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