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Name: SAD BUT LUCKY GIRL
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HI I KNOW WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH 2 YEARS AGO I WAS MARRIED FOR ONLY 3 MONTHS I KNOW VERY SHORT TIME BUT I LOVED HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING AND AFTER 3 MONTHS HIS MOM DAD FAMILY FRIENDS CHANGED HIM I CANT EXPLAIN BUT HIS MOM WOULD ARGUE WITH ME AND I WOULDN'T SAY A THING LIKE A CAT HAS TAKEN MY TONG I TRIED TO MAKE HIM SEE I WAS GOOD AND I NEVER STARTED ANYTHING BUT HE KNEW IT ALREADY AND HE WAS ALWAYS STICKING UP FOR ME AND GETTING INTO ARGUMENTS WITH HIS MOM OH BY THE WAY IM YOUNG 19 AT THE TIME IM 21 NOW AND WE WAS A YOUNGER COUPLE BUT IN LOVE FOR WHAT HE TOLD ME SO 3 MONTHS LATER HE CHANGED THEY CHANGED HIM AND HE AND I SPLIT HE LEFT ME THEN HE GOT MARRIED IN LESS THEN A MONTH WE WAS NOT EVEN DIVORCED YET AND HE GOT MARRIED I WAS PREGNANT TO I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT I WAS 2 MONTHS PREGNANT AND HE STILL LEFT ME GOT MARRIED AND I WAS 2 MONTHS AND CRYING LIKE A BABY I WAS NOT EVEN EMOTIONAL AS IT WAS BEING PREGNANT SO LONG STORY SHORT IT WAS OVER HE DIDN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ARE BABY HE WAS SOOOOOOO CRAZY SO WHEN I BECAME 6 MONTHS PREGNANT HE WANTED ME BACK AND I SAID NO WAY HE LEFT THAT GIRL AND SAID IM SORRY HE TALKED TO MY MOM AND I WOULDN'T TALK TO HIM HE HURT ME TO BAD I WAS HAVING HIS BABY AND IN LOVE WITH HIM AND HE LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER WOMEN AND BECAUSE OF HIS PARENTS TOLD HIM TO AT THE END HE WANTED ME I DIDN'T WANT TO EVER SPEAK TO HIM AGAIN BUT I WAS DIEING INSIDE BECAUSE I LOVED HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING AND I STILL LOVE HIM AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I CANT TAKE HIS LOVE HIS FACE ARE LITTLE MEMORIES WE HAD AWAY I JUST CANT GET OVER IT TODAY IT IS SEPTEMBER 22TH 2010 AND MY BABY GIRL IS 14 MONTHS OLD HER NAME IS PARIS AND I LOVE HER MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD AND WHEN I LOOK AT HE I THINK WHY GOD THIS HAD TO HAPPEN TO ME AND PARIS WHY TAKE HER DAD AWAY FROM HER WHY IT WOULDN'T BE THE WAY OTHER PEOPLE ARE WITH THERE KIDS FAMILY I JUST CRY A LOT AND IM SO YOUNG AND I DON'T WANT TO GO LOOKING FOR A GUY BECAUSE I FELL LIKE MY LIFE IS OVER THE ONLY THING I HAVE TO LIVE FOR IS MY BABY GIRL WITH OUT HER IN THIS WHOLE SITUATION I THINK I WOULD A DIE I THANK GOD FOR HER BUT I STILL AM VERY CONFUSED I NEED ADVICE ON WHAT TO DO ABOUT MY HURTING OR JUST SOME ONE TO TALK TO BECAUSE ALL MY FAMILY MY PARENTS SISTERS BROTHERS THINK IM FINE AND IM STRONG AND I GOT OVER IT WHEN I WAS PREGNANT BECAUSE I PRETENDED I DID GET OVER IT I LIED BECAUSE I WAS ASHAMED OF WHAT HAPPEN TO ME AND I WANTED IT TO LOOK LIKE I DIDN'T CARE AND IM STRONG AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE IT WAS A BIG MISTAKE THAT I WAS OKAY WITH BUT I LIED AND I HIDE IT INSIDE SINCE OVER 2 YEARS NOW AND I GUESS I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO SO PLEASE.
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Name: jess2005 | Date: Oct 10th, 2010 8:59 PM
I CAN SERIOUSLY RELATE I WISH I COULD TELL YOU HOW TO STOP THE PAIN BUT I GUESS WE HAVE TO LIVE THROUGH THIS AND ONE DAY WE WILL BE OVER I SHOULD TAKE MY OWN ADVISE BUT SOMETIMES TALKING ABOUT IT HELPS I ALSO HAVE GONE THREW THIS TWICE MY FIRST TIME I WAS ONLY 19 PREGNANT MY FAMILY WAS SO MAD THEY TURNED THEIR BACK ON ME I WAS ON MY OWN BUT I HAD MY BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME WE MOVED IN TOGETHER BUT SOON I REALIZED IT WAS A BAD IDEA I LEFT HIM BEFORE MY SON WAS BORN MY REALTION SHIP GOT SO ABUSIVE I GOT A RESTRAINING ORDER AND FILED FOR FULL CUSTODY OF MY SON WHILE GOING THREW THIS I MET MY NOW HUSBAND HE HELPED ME THREW IT ALL HE WAS MY SUPPORT ON THE DAYS I WAS SO LOW HE PROMISED ME TO LOVE ME AND PROTECT ME AND CARE FOR ME WE DATED FOR TWO YEARS MY SON SAW HIM AS HIS DAD AND STILL DOES WE MARRIED ON JUNE 1 2009 AND NOW FINALY THIS YEAR I GOT PREGNANT WE HAD BEEN FIGHTING ALOT AND AT FIVE MONTHS HE WALKS OUT ON ME AND MY SON AFTER ALL THE CRAP HE HAS THE ODASITY TO BE MAD AT ME BC I NEEDED TIME TO TAKE IT ALL IN WHILE I SAT HERE CRYING FIVE MONTHS PREGNANT HE TELLS ME HE NEVER LOVED ME AND THAT HE ONLY MARRIED ME BC HE LOVED MY SON HE TELLS HIS MOTHER HE COULDNT STAND ME ANYMORE BC I WAS SUCH A BITCH AND HIS FRIENDS DIDNT LIKE ME OHH AND TO TOP IT OFF HE DOESNT WANT THIS BABY TO HIM ITS EASY HE WANTS TO BE A PART TIME DAD COME PICK THE KIDS UP AND HE KEEPS REPEATING TO ME HE LEFT ME NOT THE KIDS BUT MY SON IS HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME AND HE CANT SEE THAT IM SCARED IM HURT BUT LIKE YOU SAID YOUR FAMILY THINKS YOUR FINE SO DOES MINE SOMETIMES TALKING TO OTHERS HELPS MORE THEN FAMILY 

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