I am totally lost about what to do. I loved my wife for 4 years, but she never says it that way. She will be the first to say that I did not fulfill her needs and that we were incompatible from the beginning. Anyways, she asked for a separation/divorce in July. I soon realized after some searching that she had been getting to know “unofficially” a co-worker friend (who incidentally I introduced to her) for the past 6 months. He became her emotional support. Since the time I physically moved out, they have been more intimate together. I am granting her the divorce. And we just filed the papers and it will still be a few months before it is finalized. I have two wonderful little boys ages 1 and 3. It has only been 3months of us separated and they are still getting used to the idea of sleeping in two different places. They are having tough nights when they can’t see the other.
Now this guy has told my wife that he intends to marry her and wants to be a part of my kids lives. He even already wants to have his parents take my kids to Disneyland! He thinks I am an idiot for not being able to keep my ”wonderful” wife. I have devoted my last four years to trying to take care of her and to take care of my kids. I have done more for my kids than she has. When we lived together, I made all the meals, took them to the daycare, gave them baths every night and put them to bed. And now she is asking me that she wants to have him around the kids more. We had previously agreed that we were not going to introduce new relationships to them. But she is selfish because she is in “love” and needs to see how he is with the kids.
I don’t know what to do in this situation. Already I am just getting over the idea that I am not married anymore, then the idea that my wife is seeing someone else, and now I have to deal with another man wanting to be a significant part in my children’s lives.
I don’t want him anywhere near my kids. I do not want to have to compete for my kids. He comes from a wealthier family. I do not want them to “buy” my kids off! My boys are so young, they won’t understand as much.
I don’t want another man touching my kids. I don’t care anymore if my wife is sleeping with him….. but what am I do about the kids. I can’t control what she does, so what am I to say or do? 3 freaking months we have been separated! Isn’t it too soon for me to have deal with this? My head is still reeling….. ↓
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