I got food posioning months ago and was unable to eat at all without puking for about 12 days, in that time i lost 12 pounds. all i was drinking was water but it was horrible, i could barely get out of bed, at one point i thought i was going o have to go to hospital as i was walking downstairs i felt that weak. now, 4 months on, i cant bring myself to eat properly, ive made myself sick and i dont know what goes through my head when i do it, i know im overweight, the doctor told me before all this. and now i just feel like i have no control. i know what im doing is stupid. i know that in the long run this is such a bad idea but its as if someone takes over me.
is there anyone who can offer me any advice? ↓
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