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Name: Sharmaynefaye
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I am bulimic and have been for four years.. I know that I am not fat but I seriously can not stop.. Its just a way of life now, it comes so naturally- involuntarily even... I wanted to quit so bad I told the person closes to me------- Now it is even worse because I have to look him in the facde and lie when he asks ecause I can not admit it...I am so emarased, ashamed, and afraid if I keep this up I will die....... Im only 18........... I want to live long enough to have kids!!!!!! WHAT DO I DO TO STOP THIS HORRIBLE THING?? PLEASE.. ANY ADVICE, AT ALL??
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Name: Sharmaynefaye | Date: Dec 20th, 2006 8:43 PM
help help help help help..Haha, just trying to make sure someone notices this one, yall never respond to me, I feel lonely..Where the support we all come here for???--or supposed to come here for-- 

Name: Sharmaynefaye | Date: Dec 20th, 2006 9:59 PM
No hey, yall still are not helping..needing help over here.....!! 

Name: Hungryone | Date: Dec 20th, 2006 10:27 PM
Hi there, I have an ED, it is complicated as I used to be anorexic and bulimic, now I am on the other end - Im very overweight as a result of finally not being able to keep up my eating disorder. I got married when I was the perfect size 0, then 5 years later, Im a fatso! - really, though, I went from a size 0 to a size 16. I was 19 when it started and to be honest, it was only when I removed myself from my life as I knew it, that things changed. I have always found that if you change your immediate environment, you will be able to change your habits. If you REALLY think about it, can you go travelling for example? On your own? Take a nanny job in a foreign country and just get away from it all? It really gives you time to be with yourself and have no-one judging you, you dont have to wake up in the same room everyday wondering if you have lost weight overnight or if you look thinner than you did the night before. I hope you are ok and that you manage to get past the illness. It really isnt fair that society has created the perfect woman as a size 0, but then at the same time they advertise all the fattening things we love! What the hell is that all about! All the best, Kerry. PS - Im 27 now and still struggling, only now, I cant seem to find the determination to get thin or even anorexic again, now that is helpless! 

Name: Sharmaynefaye | Date: Dec 20th, 2006 10:35 PM
I am a size 0...im 18. I am afraid that if I stop my ED I will also get fat, as I once was... I have een at it 4 years. How long were you going?
Thanx for the help hungry 

Name: Hungryone | Date: Dec 20th, 2006 10:46 PM
I did it for 4 years before I started eating again like I didn't care! 

Name: Sharmaynefaye | Date: Dec 20th, 2006 11:02 PM
so how did you stop that first time? 

Name: Hungryone | Date: Dec 20th, 2006 11:11 PM
I am originally from South Africa, but I moved to the US to work for a very high profile woman who was all about not eating, being thin and having plastic surgery, so as a result, I ended up becoming very self-conscious and aware of my figure. I lost the weight withing about 10 months of no eating and bulimia, then kept that up for a few years while I lived in New Jersey, then I moved to London, and gained all the weight back over the last few years, got married at 24 and it crept back ever since! I think once I got married, I lost the desire or need to be very thin, I think I thought to myself that my husband loves me, he's married me, so it's ok now.... well, now I feel terrible. 

Name: Sharmaynefaye | Date: Dec 20th, 2006 11:18 PM
Id be totally opposite, Id have a very strong need to be prettier and not just thinner, fitter, then i ever was before. Id fear he would leave me otherwise..I guess ive just had a lot of people fuk me over so i have trust issues.. 

Name: kb3lzh13 | Date: Jan 3rd, 2007 11:42 PM
i am bumpming up question 

Name: AnA4LyF | Date: Jan 4th, 2007 12:35 AM
just keep doing that,if its working for you why stop? 

Name: jessica2006 | Date: Jan 4th, 2007 6:33 AM

Name: kb3lzh13 | Date: Jan 6th, 2007 9:06 PM
i am bumping up 

Name: kelly tonna | Date: Jan 9th, 2007 10:20 AM
I am here to talk anytime ok first thing is admition it will be extremly hard to tell your family but in order to heal they need to know and i know it may seem humiliating but it is what needs to be done and their perception of you wont be the one you have of yourself so you have nothing to be scared of, so find the courage to teel them and then seek advice from your doctor this site is ok to talk to people to understand but you are the only one that can really help yourself i will always be here to listen but you have to do the hard yards, so chin up courage ready and take the first step to getting better it will be hard but one day at a time, if i can beat it you can be a survivor and start living your life! take care and god bless 

Name: Shannx | Date: Jan 14th, 2007 5:12 PM
I've got an ED too.. I came on here wanting one. Stupid idea. Now i hate it. I know how it feel's a couple of day's ago my mum heard me throwing up and threatened to take mke to the doctors if i didn't stop.. i still do it now.. i think im fat i hate it everyone tells me im not but thats only because people think i throw up so they tell me that i look fine to 'try' and make me feel better. it DOESNT work. If you want to chat to me for support and shizzle email me on [email protected] Its easier to comunicate over there Lol.. well how old are you ?


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