sounds like youve begane to focus on your weight to keep yoruself sane during this tough time... this this is hard to stop and realize that it isnt about the weight even though you "KNOW" it is..... all of us with ED's learn that and then its sooo late that it can take years of rehab, pain and complications to finally come out of it... if you can get a therapist, and get help kjust lik eyour bf is... there are rehab plcaes for eating disorders too... it SUCKS and it can ruin your life... ↑ |
oh and if you get a therapist, get one ONLY that specializes in ED].. if you dont you will not get the proiper care and validation. ↑ |