I'm 18 years old turning 19 in december. I always thought that i'd get married and then have kids... i've obviously skipped a couple of steps. I'm not going to lie i'm very scared I don't know what to do, and with no word from the dad i'm at a loss.
I also feel kinda stupid because the dad and i planned on getting married. and get this he's the one who talked about marriage. when ever he talked about it i'd discuss it with him. then one day he said "I don't ever want to loose you, and if that means i have to marry you then i will" i thought it was very romantic so i said "Well if you think that's the only way to keep me then you should get a ring" he confirmed that he already called his dad to send the ring he was saving to ask that special someone.
well now i'm pregnant with his child not married and never saw that so called ring. he know's i'm pregnant because i told him. he said he was excited, but now i say bull if he was excited then why is he no where to be found. why isn't he helping me?
well i've given up on him and i'm scared. I'm only 18, and can barely keep my head above water when it comes to money.
I need help, i still love the dad but i need to move on but i don't want to burden some poor guy with another mans baby, and i'm not giving the baby up for adoption, the dad already gave up on the baby and didn't want it i don't want it to seem like both its parents didn't want it.
What should i do? ↓
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