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I have one son named Zane he is amazing & I couldn't be happier &makes my day better. About September we lost our second child do to a miscarriage. I thought that I was doing fine thankful for what I have, being a 20+ cancer surivior, having one health child, a great husband and opened my own business. But monday my employee came in all chipper and told me she is expecting. She is not married, works only two days a week, her boyfriend dosen't have a job, he has two other kids with two different moms and they both live with her mom. Now being the strong person that I am I said I was happy for her but for this whole week I just keep crying myself to sleep thinking that I should have been delivering my baby in a week or two. Why is it I feel like a bad person for thinking that I should be the one having another baby & she has nothing stable in her life, why was I the one to lose a baby. ↓
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