| Name: Lizzi | Date: Feb 8th, 2007 7:13 PM |
| Sunshine,i had a bad reaction to Zoloft. I woke up from sleeping in the middle of the night in a terrifying panic!!!! It was so scarry I though I was going to die (litterally)! I was sweaty,i couldn't breathe,my heart was pounding,I was scared and nervous! I honestly thought my time had come!!!! It lasted about an hour before settling down. I thought I was going crazy!!!!!!! I got off it (the zoloft) immediately and went back to Prozac. I haven't had an episode like that since! Maybe it wasn't the Zoloft ,maybe it was just coincidence but man I was scared to death!!! I sat there alone (because I didn't want to disturb my husband) and I cracked the window open and just breathed deeply and as slowly as I could given the situation and eventually it passed,but man was it scarry! That was one of the worst ones I've ever had! ↑ |
| Name: Sunshine1 | Date: Feb 11th, 2007 12:56 AM |
| Lizzi-Panic attacks are truely terrifying and most people don't understand unless they have had one themselves. I used to get them all the time (before Zoloft) after I had a really nasty car accident. Nothing like not being able to breathe and just KNOWING you are going to die in the next few minutes. I am so sorry you had to go through that by yourself. I haven't had a panic attack in about two years now and I really, really, hope that was the last of them. I have been on Zoloft for 8 months now and my Dr. gave me a script for Xanax just in case of emergencies. My son needs to have his meds changed. He says the Lexapro is not doing anything for him anymore. A lady I work with said the same thing. Dr. told my son that Lexapro was the only anti-depressant that would help his particular symptoms. There are so many different ones out there so I am having a hard time buying that. ↑ |
| Name: stevie | Date: Feb 11th, 2007 12:57 AM |
| thanks girls . but i dont need any drugs . what i think im going thru is a super dose of grieving . my dads house burning, my mom dieing, my wife messing around an most of all the kids crying. its all overwhelming.things seem to run away from my life . it was running so smoothly that this all just put me in a whirll spin. but its starting to slow down.it will probobly still be spinning for a awhile hope fu;;y you all will still be around to help when it starts spinning again crazy like. thanks ↑ |
| Name: Sunshine1 | Date: Feb 11th, 2007 1:26 AM |
I'll be here for you whenever you need me...especially for the next 2 months. I am having surgery on my knee next Tuesday and will be bored out of my scull until I can go back to work. By the end of my recovery, you guys will probably be sorry that I ever found this message board!
Just keep the anti-depressants in mind for the future. There is nothing wrong with needing a little extra help now and then to get over the rough spots. ↑ |
| Name: stevie | Date: Feb 11th, 2007 1:44 AM |
| sunshine i will say a prayer so that your surgery goes smoothly. the boys an i will think of you in church in the morning good luck ↑ |
| Name: SAHM2 | Date: Feb 11th, 2007 7:38 PM |
| Name: stevie | Date: Feb 11th, 2007 8:16 PM |
| Name: stevie | Date: Feb 11th, 2007 11:27 PM |
| hey sahm2 you know its also a sin to go around ridiculing people an making them feel smaller than they r. you might think your all that but bouncing site to site telling people to get a life is pretty stupid . does it make you feel better to see that people are hurting in the world. i know your type. you think that your better than the rest but in real life your missing more than all of us. these r real people w real issues they dont an i dont need your crap. if your so much better go an do some good in the world instead of putting people down. your a waste to all the good that is left .theres kids on this site an they dont need your degrating comments they need encourage ment to move forward an have a good life. leave them alone. ↑ |
| Name: Lizzi | Date: Feb 13th, 2007 7:54 PM |
| Stevie and sunshine how are you both doing? I've been off a couple days so I haven't been keeping up. Stevie ar you feeling better and how are your boys doing? sunshine,is your surgery today?(the 13th?) I hope you come through o.k. and have a speedy recovery!!! Please let me know how you are doing! (both of you!) ↑ |
| Name: stevie | Date: Feb 13th, 2007 10:11 PM |
| lizzie. doing ok i guess just taking one day at a time . boys r both getting over the flu. thankc god.ist valentines day whoopy freaken do huh. got the boys there heart candy an a card. went to moms grave gave her a rose . i would send u girls one but dont know where to send it . so make pertend ok . hope you girls have a great day tomorrow. ↑ |
| Name: Lizzi | Date: Feb 13th, 2007 11:01 PM |
| Happy Valentines Day to you Stevie,you and your boys!!!! It's tomorrow here,where are you? ↑ |
| Name: stevie | Date: Feb 13th, 2007 11:41 PM |
| im in nh not yet just wishing it to you girls now ↑ |
| Name: Lizzi | Date: Feb 14th, 2007 1:06 AM |
| Name: Sunshine1 | Date: Feb 14th, 2007 6:29 PM |
Stevie-Thank you for the Valentines Day rose. It is the most beautiful flower I ever received! I'll treasure it always.
Lizzi-Thanks so much for you good wishes! Surgery went great and I feel pretty darn good. God bless percocet ;) LOL!! I'm hoping the ex goes back home today. He has been behaving himself and hasn't started any crap. The nursing staff was so incredibly wonderful yesterday that I bought them all sub trays w/chicken caesar salad etc. for lunch today and had the ex deliver it. He actually just finished doing the dishes and he plans on cleaning the bathroom next. This will make 2x in 21 years. I am feeling kind of mean because he has gone out of his way to help me and I still want him to go home. Does this make me an ogre?? ↑ |
| Name: stevie | Date: Feb 14th, 2007 9:28 PM |
| you girls r great . glad you like the rose sunshine it will never rot.next wk i go an file . thanks to you girls i feel good an not much happening . just moving forward . hey lizzie r you u french u really get going on some people in this place , they really get on your neves huh. think its great how straight an honest you r . thats a great trait to have. by to both of you talk soon i hope ↑ |
| Name: Lizzi | Date: Feb 14th, 2007 9:31 PM |
| Wow sunshine!!!! You are very thoughtful And have great help!!!!I'm so glad you're o.k.! Speaking of the pain pills,my husband is hooked on those things!!!!!! He will take whatever he can get his hands on! He's got a bad back from his line of work,(he's been a dishwasher for several years and it has taken a toll on his back). He gets vicodin from his dr. but when that runs out he calls everyone he knows trying to get ANYTHING to get him through until he can get his own refilled again! ↑ |
| Name: Lizzi | Date: Feb 14th, 2007 9:37 PM |
| LOL!!!! :) :) No Stevie I'm not French!!! I'm all American born and raised! lol Should I watch what I say from now on?? Lol :) :) I do get steamed at times and say what's on my mind bluntly,it depends on what is said to me or how I feel personally about a topic. I am just being me,hope that's o.k.!? Lol :) :) ↑ |
| Name: stevie | Date: Feb 14th, 2007 10:33 PM |
| its very ok lizzie i like that its kind of funny ment no harm by that comment.k it was ment to be funny have good one ↑ |
| Name: Sunshine1 | Date: Feb 14th, 2007 11:06 PM |
Lizzi-Yeah mine is seriously hooked on them too. That is one of the main reasons we split. He gets sooo nasty on them. I made sure I counted every pill as soon as I got them. This morning was funny! Ex slept on the couch and was doing the whole my back is killing me drama thing. You know, hunching over, moaning and groaning etc. I let him go on for about an hour before I asked if he was really here to take care of me or just needed to score a couple of pills. I'm ashamed to say that I just now gave him 3 pills and told him to go home. Not enough to get him high but enough to get him out of here. I just couldn't take it anymore. I really am doing fine and his niece will be coming 2x a week to clean my house. I think I get custody of his whole family in the divorce.
By the way, that Aimala is a real doozy isn'y she??? I pray to God that she doesn't kiss her baby with that mouth!! I'll be the next one getting cursed out by her. LOL. You go ahead and speak your mind. Isn't that what we are here for? To offer and get advice. My mouth tends to run on sometimes but I always say, If you don't truely want to know what I'm thinking DON"T ASK because I WILL tell you! ↑ |
| Name: Lizzi | Date: Feb 14th, 2007 11:36 PM |
| Aimala....now isn't she the one I apologized to after I went off on her and she me x3??It was my bad because I misread what she was saying but she either didn't see my apology or just didn't care! At least I apologized though, not many in my shoes would have I doubt. But i figured if I could shoot my mouth off like that then I'd better be woman enough to apologize if I'm found to be wrong which in that case I was way wrong so I did. If she doesn't respond ,oh well i did my part! Lol ↑ |
| Name: Lizzi | Date: Feb 14th, 2007 11:42 PM |
| ah,i just checked and she has posted again but nothing to me so i know she read my apology so I guess that means she doesn't care! she is probably still pissed at me! Oh well,I'll live! ↑ |
| Name: Sunshine1 | Date: Feb 15th, 2007 11:02 AM |
| In your defense that post was a little confusing. I had to read it 3x before I understood what she was asking. And like I said, you are a better person than me. I would NEVER have apoligized even if I was wrong after that barrage of verbal abuse. I checked back too just to see if I got cursed out too. No such luck ;). I've only been here a couple of weeks so I am still very much amazed by what some of these people come up with. They ain't very articulate is they?!? ↑ |
| Name: Lizzi | Date: Feb 15th, 2007 4:37 PM |
| Ha,ha,ha,ha,ha Oh Sunshine!!!!! You crack me up!!!!! Lol (And nope,I guess they's not much articulate! In fact they's probly wunderin,wus that?) LOL!!!!!!! :):):):):):) LOL!!!!! ↑ |
| Name: maryjane4175 | Date: Feb 15th, 2007 5:17 PM |
stevie,
I am so sorry you and your boys are going through this. It is sad that this woman choses not to be a mother. I was forsed by law to give up my kids. I want to be a mother to my 2 kids and the court will not let me, even though I have proved my ex unfit to be a father 3 times, but because I was living in my car at the time of the divorse because he caused me to lose my job he ended up getting custody of our kids. Then he started abuseing our son, doing drugs in front of the kids, and indangering there lives by drinking and driving with them in the car with him. He admitted all of this to CPS, but the state just made him go into 28 days of drug and alchol rehab, and anger management instead of them giving the kids back to me. I was devestated.
stevie,
I can imagine how heard it is for you but hang in there and soon you will get over her and things will get easier. ↑ |
| Name: stevie | Date: Feb 15th, 2007 5:27 PM |
| thanks mary am doing my best , trying to be both but they do have a mother an hopefully for there sake she will realize what she is doing. they r good boys an only want to have the boys be happy . sorry for all your going thru. i pray that your situation will get better. thanks for writing all the nice thoughts r helping ↑ |
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